*BlackDiceGambit

Soooo I'm trying to write but its like agonizing. Everything feels awkward...so I'm not going to force it.

I'm sure no one is chewing off their arm in anticipation so I don't feel that awful aboot taking a long time to get out the sex scene. I'd much rather it be fucking amazing then it be some half assed chunk of words I just shoved on to my dA.

Anyway kiddies, fiction stuff is coming, but yeah. Sorry about the awful wait.

Oi, aboot SPAC! That is still on. I have been doodling and writing for that here and there and will definitely be making my deadline. That which may be extended a little longer anyway in case anyone wants to hop on that a little later. I don't know how the other art book is doing, I'm not really keeping tabs on it.

I'm thinking aboot hoping on my Poetry account for a while and getting out some of my frustrations before I come back here to write. I know sex should be the big relief but somehow I'm feeling that the 'grunting, huffing, pumping' of my fandom characters isn't gonna cut it this time.

So that is my little vague update. I'll be around, and I'll try to get some stuff done, but I can't make any promises.

EDIT: Happy Canada Day!

So, I decided that I will actually try to start posting some random bits on my journal and put it to good use. Cuz like, I am so not taking advantage of my sub bought by my Wendy-kins. [[omgiluvubetch]]

The question for this particular journal entry, which is a question and I often discuss is; If you could choose any Anime, cartoon, video game, any fictional series to live in, which would it be. There are two conditions. The first being that, A) In one instance, You can retain all your memories of this world and go into that one and live consciously.

AND//OR


B) The world you would select if you were just going to chill and be there with no idea of your present life and you'd be just some insignificant npc//whatever character.

So there you have it kids. My awesome discussion for the week.

Now here's my answer.

Okay if I had total consciousness of the world I would be entering, I its a tie between two.

Gundam Wing and South Park...xD

If I were going to exist in either of these I would have to to know exactly what the fuck is going on. I would not want to be thrown into the mix with out any idea of what is going on. I don't think I'd enjoy south park at all if I didn't already know what I was going to be in for. And as for Gundam Wing, I think I'd probably enjoy that world way more, because I'm a sick fuck who should not be given a giant people killing Mecha. <3 Just no. Plus I'd so be murdering Relena...I hate her. Hate. Her. With a passion that has not died and exists beyond my fandom love for that show. I just hate her. Like as soon as I hear her voice, caterwauling that name...."HEEEEEEERRRRRRROOOO~~~" My blood curdles and bile floods my mouth faster then Katrina in Louisiana. hehhehehe.

So the vote came down to, and and I were in pretty much 100% agreement that the coolest world to live in with out any clue of what was going on with none of your current memories would be Pokémon. Like seriously, there is always something awesome to do. PLUS no one can rain on your parade and murder you. AND you DO have the option to join Team Rocket. So. Pokémon is the winner. For serious.

That or Harry Potter cuz I could totally go for some sick ass magic powers. Yus.

No clue what the header or footer is for... I'm such an igit~ whatever

omg Wendy-kins! My sunshine! Thank you so much! This is an awesome gift! <3 I'm in such aw! I wish I wasn't as computer retarded as I am so I could use it better! I love you so much puddin'! Thank you!

To the point. I am probably moving out of New York. This breaks my heart. I'm leaving everything that I love. And worst of all, there is like, no way I can stay. I'm getting kicked out of the house. Mom has said I must get the fuck out. And not in the nice way. I mean like mama bird is shoving me out of the nest hoping I die when I hit the ground kind of stuff.

Anyway, I'm going to stay with my sister I think. And if not that, then I could always go back to my grandparents house. But at least then I wouldn't be paying any rent. But I think I'd much rather live with my elder sister and her boyfriend. The good news though, is that I'll be able to afford my own apartment not too long after I move down there. And my sister is going to help me get my shit straight.

I will also be taking Stanley with me. And I told my sister and she was all cool about it. So we'll see. Now all I gotta do is put in my two weeks notice and see what my sister says about when I'm goin' down.

Rrrrr~ This should be good. I'm kinda getting forced into life once again. I need to start grabbing life by reigns rather then getting dragged around without a clue. I need more clues...

Anyway. That's why I haven't been on. Or writing. But don't worry, I'll eventually finish Chasing Eric. I just need to get my life straightened out a bit first.

Cept its not a plane, more like a closet. ohmigawd, Stanly.

So my Herpetologist friend gave me my very first snake of which I have named Stanly. So anyway, I am head over heels in love with her. Her demeanor is so calm and pleasant. Oh and yes, I named a female snake, Stanly. Whatever...

She is a Dumeril's Boa, a ground Boa. She is captive bred and I'm very positive she's healthy. We keep her in an aquarium because she's so small and it nice fits in the closet. So pretty much, Stanly can't come out of the closet, lol.

Anyway, I think that I'd really love to have more then just one Snake. And if this is the case, well...then I'll probably be nameing them all from South Park, lol.

But I just thought I'd share this choice bit of information with you.

I will post pictures shortly I'm sure. <3


Oh as for Chasing Eric, because I have today off...even though my family has assigned me with chores that will probably fill up my entire day, I am going to try to get chapter seven done tonight but realistically you shouldn't have to wait more then a week for chapter seven. Which for me, is an outstanding amount of time. Annnd just as soon as that is done, I can work on my Okage piece! Omg, I'm so excited.

Ah well, I will catch you guys later!
I want to get an early start on all the stuff I have to do before it gets really late. Procrastination never gets me anywhere so I just want to see what it'll be like if I actually do stuff...xD


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I just wanted you all to know that I am indeed working on Chasing Eric. And it is just as long as every other chapter in the series. In fact, I am at that point that I would typically end the chapter.

But you know...I just can't do that to you guys.

Its like, every chapter I write, I'm like, "oh yeah, they're so gonna have sex in this chapter~!Omg yeah pornz!"

But then like, it just doesn't make it to that point...So I am not going to end Chapter six still there is some sex. So that is why you're going to have to wait a few extra days. ^_^;;

That and I'm pornzing up everyone's favorite childhood tale South Park style. So. xD Chasing Eric first, then Fairytale smut next THEN Okage stuffs.

*deep breath* Kinda a tall order to fulfill, hm?

Anyway, one other thing I'd like to say... Seriously I don't hate Axel, to everyone's surprise, I'm quite sure. If you don't believe me, read School is in order~

Honestly, I was just sitting back and letting everyone get all fucking emotional over nothing. It brought me MUCH sick amusement to what I'm also sure, is everyone's displeasure. C;

And to my darling little sister, whom I bought a subscription for...I just want to let you know that you don't owe me anything Darling. <3 just enjoy it. *savesnine

She's a great artist and very active with everyone associated with her. Such an awesome person.

So. I am exhausted from work and now I'm going to go clean the house.

-Gambit

Editz Sorry spazzy journal moment thar. xD But yeah I hope to update Chasing Eric soon soon <3

Edit pt. 2. I forgot what English is about, sorry Dears~